My struggles and long climb out of ANOREXIA.
Marlo here, I had a pair of shorts size 6. Not that small but tiny for a girl who was friendly in the past with 200 plus pounds. Every night after exercising before bed I would try those blue shorts on never with unzipping them. You see I had to be able to pull them on unzipped and then they had to drop very quickly to the floor when I let go. If not I just was not thin enough. My blue shorts were my measuring stick each night. Just what was I really measuring?
That is the REAL question , Marlo. What were we measuring--self worth ?--the right to exist? Anie is so deep and dark and complicated. xo