That consuming thought that said, ''Burn it off, Burn it off.'' So I did--weather was nothing. Wind chills, Heat, Snow, Ice, Driving rain. Fever with infection that made me shake. My blood sugar dropped suddenly once while I was crossing the street--my vision went all psychedelic with blue and green flashes. I kept walking.''Burn it off, Burn it off.'' Enough power in that one thought to destroy my life. And it did.
Familiar words. Those cruel words that you can't put to silence no matter how you try.
ReplyDeleteI can relate. I remember how I used to stay up all night exercising in my room after some guilty days when I allowed myself to eat more than once a day.